“I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much.”—Anonymous (via lulu-a)
I’m so fucking weird It’s like: I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet. I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care a lot. I hate people but I develop crushes easily. I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous. I need help.
I’m just so frustrated, because every time someone gets to know me they all just fucking leave. It’s always the same: we start talking, they’re all nice and really like me and shit, but I’m too scared to show the ‘real me’. After a while when I finally do, when I really start caring about these dickheads and when I actually FEEL something for them, they just leave.